Day 9, added exercise and got pissed off...

So today I decided to add a little exercise since I know this will kick start the loss and it's the key to staying fit once I'm done with medifast. I googled Jillian michaels and I got the 30 day shred videos on YouTube... I feel awful cause it's kind of like bootlegging, but she should really invest in better legal services-- they could take that down if she wanted. Till then: thanks Jillian!!

Adding some fat free cheese to my diet and and eating half a wheat tortilla with some meals. Not bad...

So here's where me being pissed off comes into play: we hired a new guy at work, 25, from Rochester, NY... So I thought I'd love him!? But he crossed the line today-- he's pretty immature and he doesn't really get the nature of the business yet, but either way he was asking questions in regards to how much I make, assumed a certain amount, then asked my commission structure. He went onto make a comment eluding to the fact he can't wait to land a big account so he can do what I do and "watch them roll in" I was shocked-- WTF bro, nothing rolls in for me? I work hard, and just people who talk talk talk about money with unrealistic expectations pisses me off: get used to working hard, get used to rejection, get used to NOT making $80K in 6 months and get used to me referring you BACK to the database for that question you ask over and over! He then asked if I had some credit apps, but he's been doing that so I said - let me send you an email with what you need. He walked away and went and got an app from someone else?? Dude, you're so lazy. And to TOP it off: he's been admittedly wearing the same shorts everyday this week. He said he has no clothes cause he packed nothing to come here amd i understand, but what were you doing the weekend you told everyone you hungover on sunday?? Not buying shorts i know that! Wear jeans or something else that shit is nasty.....
He fist bumps me too, like every time I get a deal or an app (which is part 1 of the 7 part process) he fist bumps me.... I hate that. It's sales and when you ask questions and assume you'll be making $80k with apps rolling in, you've created a dynamic... A dynamic of : you're on your own. I feel bad because I'm not sure why I can't stad him so much, I try to keep a level head but damn-- I just want to tell him: man up!

Ugh, vent central.... Sorry pals.

Laundry time! And kale chips!